A couple of early shots from yesterday’s shoot and hangs with Viv.
Working hard to get back to my usual “next day edits” (shoot one day, edit the next). I usually supply 40-50 edited shots/shoot on average. The models appreciate the fast turnaround, but more importantly I don’t end up baring the mental weight of having a whole bunch of shoots I’ve yet to edit.
I have a new client!
One of the few safe for work shots from last Sunday’s shoot with Sydney based escort Miss Mischa Lee.
Mischa doesn’t show her face in photos so we mostly took body shots, which I didn’t mind so much as it’s back to basics, composition and form, kinda what I used to do a lot of when I first started shooting.
Find the full photo set on my Patreon soon.
Find the full set on my Patreon soon: https://www.patreon.com/justinfoxphoto
Esse is one of my fave human beings! We got together last Saturday to shoot cheeky nudes for her OnlyFans. Follow Esse: https://linktr.ee/Deadlyenvy
EPISODE 06!
I love junk food, but I also love fine dining. Hawk has never been fine dining and only thinks a meal is good if he’s full at the end of it. In this episode of GEEK’D OUT we talk about food!
ZEN PODCAST 22 – Dan Simmons.
Dan Simmons is the founder of Born and Thread, a Melbourne based shop specialising in T-Shirt screen printing. He’s also the proud owner of an amazing Datsun 200B Wagon.
Visit: http://bornandthread.com
ZEN PODCAST 21 – Leslie Lau.
Leslie is the founder of Finding Space. In 2013, at the age of 28, a life changing diagnosis thrust Leslie Lau into a battle with cancer. At the time, he was faced with a crushing level of adversity, which turned out for him to be a blessing in disguise as it was the catalyst that has laid the foundation of the path that he’s been walking on to this day.
Finding Space: https://www.findingspace.co
ZEN PODCAST 20 – Adam Knightly.
Adam Knightly is a fellow car enthusiast and former tattoo artist who’s just overcome a heavy prescription opioid addiction and lost 90kg within the year.
EPISODE 05!
In this episode ZEN and Hawk discuss perhaps one of the geekiest topics of all time: MAC vs PC!
I’m not scared of anything, and after some thought… that’s really not a good thing. So many people in life lie about not being scared of anything, and the sooner they realise they’re full of shit, the sooner they succeed.
Resistance in life is an awesome thing, it’s the negative that helps you define the positive. I feel like I’ve succeeded in life. I’ve done the hard work and I’ve shown up more than a few times (despite every fibre of my being telling me to back out).
A few years back I got to a stage where I just wanted to hop off the ride, there was no resistance left. I was done. It wasn’t until the night where I actually tried to end my life that I realised I couldn’t do it. I walked out of my house, no shoes on and headed for the cliffs by the beach. I only managed to get a few houses down the street before breaking down in tears. I felt like the biggest wimp in the world. I was scared.
It’s been some time since then. I’ve gone through medication, therapy, gotten off the weed (I was smoking an ounce a week for a few years) and I’m now off the medication and back to square one.
I was in a 3-piece grunge rock band in high school and we had a song called F.I.A.U.J.T.D.I.A, which was short for Fucked It All Up Just To Do It Again. At the time I wrote it because I was chasing after girls who might have liked me, but before too long I’d lose my shit, get too full on and scare them away. I was stuck between learning a lesson, and just trying hard to accept myself for being a fuck up, so just keep on fucking up.
Right now I’m conscious of fucking it all up. I’m staring at a blank canvas. I want to go forwards not backwards, but I feel like in order to go forwards I need to redefine what I’m scared of in life. I need to find resistance in order to overcome it. I need to work hard to create opportunities that require me to show up.