Guys who think I fuck every girl I shoot & married men sending me nudes of girls they’re banging on the side. I’ve been shooting girls for a fair few years now, and over the years I’ve gotten a LOT of messages from guys who tell me they want to be me. I’m hoping to debunk that a little in this rant.
Had a 3hr Skype sesh with Milky (she works for Microsoft and also has a twitch channel). Milky’s been helping me get comfy in front of the camera. Even during our Skype session I barely looked at the camera, but with this girls help I know I’ll be a natural in no time!
We ended up wishing that we recorded our sesh as we dove pretty deep on some relationship stuff towards the end (hilarious as we started out with general podcast questions I had). I did record the first part (about podcasts) but of-course since I had only myself mic’ed up the recording has come out crap as I’m WAY louder than Milky is (learning lesson, we won’t make the same mistake twice!). I might still see if I can salvage some of that video tomorrow though, just for kicks!
Progress is about constantly re-checking values and re-affirming that you’re worth it in order to get priorities right.
Console vs PC, fake wheels vs real wheels, mac vs pc; Sometimes people think I’m having a go at them for their personal choices, but in most cases you’ll find that I’m just trying to encourage people to lift their game.
On a more serious note, I’ve spent the morning getting my head around uploading my podcasts to iTunes. Lewis suggested Squarespace to host the MP3 files, BAM! I’m already using Squarespace for my photography folio, so he sent me a bunch of info and links and I’ve managed to get past all the forms and formalities (I hate that shit as it just slows me down). My 1st podcast is in review. Fingers crossed it gets Apple’s tick of approval!
EDIT: It’s only been a few hours, DAMN Apple work fast!!!
Dear podcast owner,
Your podcast has been approved. You should expect to see it on the iTunes Store within the next few hours. When it’s available, you will be able to access it with the URL below.
Listening to your own voice is one thing, but putting your head on video too? Fuck…
OK guys the 3rd ZEN Podcast is live. In it I go through the exact moment I hit the reset button on my life and got over a very long state of depression. Whilst I can’t quite explain HOW I got myself out of the dumps, I can pin point exactly WHEN I did. Let me know what you think!
PS: PLEASE subscribe! Also, the video didn’t turn out (it’s completely out of synch with the audio as I’ve edited the audio!). I’m comfy with editing audio, but not video. Call it laziness, but more a sincere urge to keep rolling with it. I’m sure I’ll get better with video as a medium as I go!